Mostly I am pissed with myself because I feel unwell. It’s kind of cold and it is not. I feel like almost normal but still need to lie down. My head aches but it’s not so bad. But it’s not normal. And I feel incredibly restless and angry. I did a new entry in my black book. Started last night finished this morning. It really does not look bad but it does not photograph properly. The gold turns to yellow and silver to white and it all looks just plain awful. And it’s not. Just makes me pissed off.

And then I tried to make a closeup in hope it will look better, but it looks the same.

It’s back to bed for me, I guess…