Pause… why do I always need to know what happens in the end? I will come to the end one day and still keep wondering most probably. Or realize that nothing happens… and that everything that ever mattered were those moments I believed were leading somewhere… and I  kept questioning and expecting instead of just accepting there is nothing but that which was there in that moment… hmmm… rain and snow this morning obviously put me in a strange mood… I love how this one turned out so I left it without adding any inky lines on top in fear I may ruin her…